"Dear Dodie. <3" by Honeyed_Lucy

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From the first day we met too now we have so many memories together. And all many of those memories I enjoyed. This note. Or should I say essay is to you Dodie Pasamonte because you've always been there for me. You've always made me smile. You comfort me

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all the time. You are incredible x3. you're adorable in so many ways and you've took your time to do all these things. Join Vindex so I can run around like a crazy woman. Discord me every day. As much as you can. Each of those time I smile like idk what.

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Eventually we will meet. Everything wont be as messed up as its now. But all I'm asking is for a shot so we can work things together. When we do meet. I dont care about your career. i can see my amazing Dodie. Who's faught for me. Not just the country.

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Who works hard and is commited. Is loyal to his words. And I couldn't ask for anything better in a guy. You have always been what I'm looking for. But now we're just drifting away. i dont want a dead end. I want us, together. And it's just confusing me

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that can't happen. Just like the old times. Because you are my boobear. And I need you in my life. Here, with me. Idk what I've been doing lately but i've fallen in love with you. You only and that's too much for me to lose you just like that, again.

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All I ever thought I was, was a mistake. But you've showed me so much different. You've showed me im strong, compassionate, beautiful. No one could ever get me to think such things. But you did. And I'm so thankful for what you've done to me. I don't know

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why but I've missed you more then any words. I can't even explain how guilty I am for losing you. But all I know is I want you back, now prefably. But if waiting means I get to be with someone like you. Means so much to me. I just want you to know how

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happy and secure you make me feel. And how happy you make me feel. Just because it hurts it doesn't mean it's not worth it. I'm not saying that's changing, but it will all make sense soon enough. They failed to explain what true love is because I don't

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enough words in a dictionary. I don't even have words to explain to you how much I love you. You've literally been my day one. And that's more then anything to me. Because no matter what I'll be there for you. No one in this world is better than you and i

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know that because I fall for you every time without fail. Without giving up. In like two seconds you make me smile more then anyone else I know. I may be some clingy bitch. But It leads me to you. I want you and me. Just us together. And that's gonna

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happen, it needs to. Because I'm in love with you Dodie Pasamonte.

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You're passionate.

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You're Smart.

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Unique.

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Incredible.

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Amazing.

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Strong.

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You told me I should have moved on a long long time ago but what do you know. There's no one out there left for me except you because you're the one who makes me smile. I know i'm not the one who brings that out of you anymore. But I want to be enough to

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be your girlfriend. You're always have a chance with me in my world. You're my second half. I wander what happens when you're talking to me. I wonder if you think about our future. If there's room for me in your world. I don't know. But I know enough to

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say I've fallen completely and desirably and madly in love with you.

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Dear Diary, today I met erictafoya. He's funny, cute, simple. If I may add. And I've met him. I guess because I like him. I'm not myself around him. I'm a whole different person. I'm trying my best to not fall for him. But it's not working. I have. I will

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I WILL ALWAYS.

~Lucy