"songs I wrote" by gammagirl99

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I will never be strong
I will never have hope
My tranquility must die
My happiness is an illusion
My peace you’ve seen on my face
is nothing more than the shattered soul I have hidden

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Child of the dark
Facing all the rage of a tidal wave
And I’
Will keep running from the truth
My existence
Is like a hell I bear to live
My pain
Is the earth maxed to its weight
My beliefs

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Make me stronger every day
But if I were to let loose
The stories I would tell
What pain I would deal
The name in which I would speak
Would shatter you
If you could understand

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The things I have done
To break this shallow pool
I call a world
This prison is more like a room
With nothing to do
I’m falling out
You're breaking me
Showing me the parts of my life I never want to see

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For as long as I may live just break me down and put me in hell
For I will never act like the angel you all see

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The time I have before the flood seems like a big waste
If no one will be my friend
If no one will see my face
Why not just die alone?
Why not be myself?
Why not be the one I always will be

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If I’m just a big disgrace
Well
Why not just die alone?
Why can’t you leave me alone?
Why can’t I die in peace?
Why can’t you let my soul go?
If you can’t take me for who I am

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And what I have to offer,
Why not just die alone?
Why can’t you let me drown?
Why can’t I take to the sky?
Why can’t you let me be?
Why don’t I fit in?
Why can’t I die alone?

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Why can’t I be ashamed?
Why can’t I hide my face?
Though I know I’m just a mistake
Why can’t you . . .
Let me die?
Let me die yeah
Just let me die
Let me slip past like a fox

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Can’t you let me pass through those gates?
Why can’t you let me go?
Why can’t you
Just let me be?

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I’m just a shattered heart broken soul
Making a big top scene
Hoping to make a buck or two
Maby a coin or three
But just for now I’ll stick to my title of a broken heart
Shattered heart broken soul
Making a big ol’ scene

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You can’t say it's not true
Cause honey
There ain’t nothing truer than me
I’m just a . . .
Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken

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Broken
Broken heart
You can
Punch shout kick and scream try to break me more
Than I already am
But like I said or meant to say
You can’t get more broken than me
So

Page 14 of 17

Good bye, good riddance, good gracious good . . .
HELL

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Theres the highway to heaven
Then there's the gateway to my hell
Show me the sinners show me the believers
Now think of the rebels
Thats me
Take a picture
It’ll last you longer than this

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foxy mama walking out the door
Take it all girls
Where the robbers now
Stealing your heart
Breaking your mind
Foxy mama goin outta control
Cause we’re awesome

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Foxy
Firey
Cause we’re
Sexy boys
Look out boys we’re taking the stage
And what we’ll do
We’ll do nothing
Cause I’m a rebel
We’ll just sing boys
Sing it real proud